Near yet so distant
Polluted yet so full of life
I too have dreams of fairy tales
Waking up amongst your grace
Basking in your aura
Believing in your power
The days grow older as the nights digress
The blinds to all of your windows are open
Vulnerability becomes the mission of the devil
The pavements become warm preparing for your journey
The bushes and trees begin to move requesting your dance
The heart becomes wise, but not fond.
Wise but not fond because contentment equals opposition
There is no longer a such phrase "seek and you shall receive"
From now on theres right from wrong, ethics versus morals, and live and be blessed.
Happiness will come as you clear the clouds away.
God becomes available and his presence is attainable
The best friend you never knew you had has arrived
Your past is but a glimpse of experiments of experience.
Silence will no longer be fearful and noise will not harm you.
Relationships will come, they will grow, and they may go.
the unneessary will remove themselves
The necessities will be bountiful.
As the extras will find a place for themselves.
What stress brought the breeze will blow away
You will find that love does not exist in your heart
Your wants and needs ae the only things your heart desires.
People will try to distract you, blindfold you, and take you away
Everything that shines, glitters, and glistens is not gold.
Always stand up for something or you may fall for anything.
Continue to grow stronger, your largest competitor is yourself.
Everyone and everything is not for you, let God handle your hardships, you just take care of the basics.
Unexpected Matters
"Who Dat"
Monday, May 17, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
You calling me a weirdo?!
Symbolism
When your wants become unreachable
When the yearning becomes unbearable
What will be attainable?
Like hype lyrics over a slow beat
Your words and actions refuse to meet.
Like the comforting feel of warmth in your blood from love flowing through your veins and pumping into your heart/Like staring deep into a puddle at the beauty of the forseeable reflection/Like walking through the wind tunnel of adversity, but your focus is on the other end of positivity.
You are my control. My factor that is stable and permeable.
I trust in you so much that I dont trust you.
Everyday I wake up feeling optimistic, when there is so much potential how could you not want the ultimate?
I admire you in yourself, at your best, you ignite me.
Affliction occurs when comfortability begins.
But uncertainty is like a drug, pulling energy in times of confusion.
Responsibility is the fear, like the cause for a fleeing babydaddy.
Demand is what we continuously turn away from, like our rebellious teenage years
Time is the Oz, ruler of our everyday, minute, second, hour....clockwork?
What makes us different is that unlike you, I run towards my opponent.
Unlike you, I am my only opponent. In the end there is only me. In the end the only person I talk to is myself, the only person I listen to is myself, the only person who can defeat me is myself. Its been said before, but I mean it. What would make me want to listen to you? When you have your own issues you believe in and cant control? What makes you different from the rest? How will you triumph in quicksand?
If whispering was equal to an "indoor voice" you would be the SHOUT in my life.
Friends come few and far between. You may at most have five. All the others are seasonal. There with you when things are great and all the other times they are talking about you. Family too. Im like the dog herding up the sheep. Just different. There to push you and pull you, aggravate you and cheer you up. I am the devil...'s.....advocate.
I am the love of your life, the one you can depend on, the shoulder you need to cry on, I am the #clutch. Who are you?
I care about you, I care for your well-being, I want you to be happy and I wish you all the success you desire.
Im going to always do what I want. Whether I know Im wrong or not, whether I know it would hurt you or not. Karma will catch me, she always does.
These are the makings....
When your wants become unreachable
When the yearning becomes unbearable
What will be attainable?
Like hype lyrics over a slow beat
Your words and actions refuse to meet.
Like the comforting feel of warmth in your blood from love flowing through your veins and pumping into your heart/Like staring deep into a puddle at the beauty of the forseeable reflection/Like walking through the wind tunnel of adversity, but your focus is on the other end of positivity.
You are my control. My factor that is stable and permeable.
I trust in you so much that I dont trust you.
Everyday I wake up feeling optimistic, when there is so much potential how could you not want the ultimate?
I admire you in yourself, at your best, you ignite me.
Affliction occurs when comfortability begins.
But uncertainty is like a drug, pulling energy in times of confusion.
Responsibility is the fear, like the cause for a fleeing babydaddy.
Demand is what we continuously turn away from, like our rebellious teenage years
Time is the Oz, ruler of our everyday, minute, second, hour....clockwork?
What makes us different is that unlike you, I run towards my opponent.
Unlike you, I am my only opponent. In the end there is only me. In the end the only person I talk to is myself, the only person I listen to is myself, the only person who can defeat me is myself. Its been said before, but I mean it. What would make me want to listen to you? When you have your own issues you believe in and cant control? What makes you different from the rest? How will you triumph in quicksand?
If whispering was equal to an "indoor voice" you would be the SHOUT in my life.
Friends come few and far between. You may at most have five. All the others are seasonal. There with you when things are great and all the other times they are talking about you. Family too. Im like the dog herding up the sheep. Just different. There to push you and pull you, aggravate you and cheer you up. I am the devil...'s.....advocate.
I am the love of your life, the one you can depend on, the shoulder you need to cry on, I am the #clutch. Who are you?
I care about you, I care for your well-being, I want you to be happy and I wish you all the success you desire.
Im going to always do what I want. Whether I know Im wrong or not, whether I know it would hurt you or not. Karma will catch me, she always does.
These are the makings....
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Breaking over Winter....
Here are some pics from trips to New York and Miami over christmas break.I had a great time with some of my favorite girls. I love the life I live. Go big or go home mmmmmmuuuudddddaaaaaassssssssuuuuuu......... ;-)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Immortal Love.
I wish all guys could write beautiful words as such....for the Love of my life will surely be able too...I havent received a letter yet
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
-Beethoven
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
-Beethoven
Friday, January 1, 2010
Basically There are NO Basics...
With time comes strength
Deeper, harder, and stronger
Demand multiplies as supply decreases
Hearts grow fonder and Life becomes an instructor
Guiding and teaching you on your wants and needs
Tough times dont last but tough people do
"Its a shame we've become so accustomed to losing
we dont realize when we've won"
Happy New Year!!!!
I ended 2009 BANGIN'
And Im starting off 2010 the right way
I spent some quality quiet time with myself
GREAT!
Ima happy camper thats ready to take the world by storm
Hint, hint = IM READY
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