The Time That it Takes....

....to realize your mistakes, he'll be gone.

They say its better to have loved and lost, than to not have loved at all.
I beg to differ. Love doesnt exist. Everyday of your life you are not going to wake up with the thought of how much you love your significant other. Instead I feel as though you should search for someone who will keep you intrigued everyday of your life. Love comes and goes. Like comes and goes. Lust comes and goes. And people, come and go. Being intrigued will stay with you far more than love will. Its true. For in my experience love has fallen to the act of being intrigued. And infact, to this day the person who kept me intrigued has my undivided attention opposed to the person that I am in love with. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. I like to think of you as being the focal point of my perspection. Well atleast you were. [lol, sarcasm]. But nonetheless, even with your narcissistic ways and "hard love" mentality I adore you. So farewell to the intimacy and moments of love for I now become an admirer. Quite the demotion, but this was a call for self-unemployment. I shall embrace every inch of knowledge that was taught and remember every moment that was precious. I still want to believe that it isnt over. But truthfully thats just my heart speaking. Not my mind, nor you......

20 random things of my life recently!

...Aight so yall know that I am extremely crazy and extraterrestrial so heres just some things that make my life even more out of this world.

1) Dear God...We know...Amen.
2) How are you gonna ask me out to dinner and then say hold up let me check my accounts first?!
3) Why is it that everyone that doesnt go to Hampton thinks its a party school, but the people that do go here feel otherwise?!
4) Why do the people from the DMV try to be everything at Hampton and then go back home and dont do anything?!
5) Why do people think they can wear party attire to LOVE?!
6) Why do we go through like three different outfits in a day at Hampton because of the weather?!
7) Why is my father texting me about my little sister butt rash?!
8) Why is my Grandmother texting me period?!
9) The epidemic of people older than 40 being on facebook is sickening.
10) Its not cool to have a twitter if you dont use it...sorry! lol.
11) Internet love is scary. And meeting people over facebook is even worse.
12) I hate it when I dont like someone but yet we have everything in common =[
13) How you gonna get mad at me for something you brought upon yourself?!
14) Why is it that lust always prevails over love?!...in college[that is]
15) Scratch and sniff nail polish?! lol
16) I refuse to believe the people that are celebrities on twitter are the real celebrities.
17) Thinks self-worth should be a class for young females because Houston we have a problem[s].
18) Cant wait to actually find a place to live next year, job this summer, and a flyyyy car.
19) As I get older holidays become even more unimportant, Easter was dead.
20) I live on a natural high, so if I seem slow, trust, it aint me...lol.

Love Me. Like Me. or Leave Me.

Im not asking you to stay.

The world is yours!

Or is it mine?!

To Love?!

Lust?!

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Mr. Big!

....Ever thine, Ever mine, Ever ours....

You. Remind me of my childhood, my today, and my future. But you cant be. You were but now isnt the time. Frustration builds around the sight of an empire fallen which took so long to build. You never learned to appreciate me and its obvious that you still havent. Not so say that you never have or will but you're inconsistent and that my dear is unacceptable. As we grow it is important to realize the truth and know and accept us for what we were. Time tells and heals everything. What is meant to be will be. The law that we live by. But if our futures paths never cross again, know that love will forever ly here for you. My bestfriend. My homie. The last kiss felt like this......

.....You ready B?!....

You. Remind me of my racing heartbeat searching for love and happiness. You complete my findings, but timing is everything and we messed that up. Take it slow they say. And we move faster. Was it the love or the rush behind it?! My unofficial official. I gave you that title and lowkey you still have it, but you dont want it. Gamed me for amusement but when s%$# hit the fan you was out, straight bounced and left me to pick up the pieces. And for some reason im still here with you while you galavant everywhere else. Respect, you grown, you're free to be you and do you, I just thought we were more than that. Your past is still your future, and your present is only temporary. Cant be that one....but in the event you have an epiphany just send me a text that says......

.....Lets go get em'....